9:57 PM
fuck it, this is so disturbing okay? i wished i can just forget about it and then just continue with my own life. BUT I CAN'T, ITS AFFECTING ME SO MUCHHHHH. i have alrdy lost my hope, there's nothing for me to expect, nothing at all. i'm so disappointed, with everything. no point crying over it and talking over it because nothing will change. but people do change, now i know.
goodbye people, i'm off to bed.