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collected my medical report this morning, everything's fine. haha. anyway, i went to work at like one plus this afternoon. thought of coming home to rest before going to work as i was supposed to reach my workplace at five today. SO, i looked totally worn out. D: this sounds bad. anyway, on my way to croc this afternoon i saw a grey dress from topshop. &i'm totally into that dress now. should get down someday, try it on&buy it! anyway, it will be jolene psh's birthday celebration tml evening. shall enjoy myself tml. haha.please stop it. 11:34 PM class gathering on tuesday was the best thing ever manzxz! LOL. meet up at twelve. but as usual, was late. haha. rushed over to dhoby ghaut to meet the rest of them. we had a hard time deciding what to have for lunch. lol. &the show starts at 2. so, decided to have 日本村 for lunch. &guess what? we only had around fifteen mins for lunch. LOL. so, everyone rushed like mad. movie was nice. although a bit too many casts. lols. after movie went to vivo with limei first. &went back for pool after that. damn, i don't play pool well. LOL. everyone knows that. anywayz, had pastamania for dinner. &then group photo after dinner. (: sanchez barry, your keys are still with me!
body check up today. i hate raining days. D: it forever spoils my mood lahhh. especially, walking in the rain. damn disgusting. but still nice day out with limei, guanrui&weijian. oh, we saw chienwan&her friends at the clinic. haha. after check up, the rest headed home while i took mrt to dhoby ghaut to meet up koksoon for dinner. had dinner at cafe cartel. it was our first time to dine at cafe cartel. hmmz, food not bad. :D walked around plaza sing&eventually went into star factory. LOL. went home at around eight plus. need to get a new specs soon. lols. i will post pictures soon. LOL. alrightzxz, very tired alrdy. goodnights!
happiness doesn't come by easily. 10:46 PM feeling super sleepy now. shall go to bed soon. facial with mummy in the morning before going to work tml. :D yayness. tml will be a hectic day! supper/halek's birthday celebration at lbs with colleagues after work tml. will be working for the next three days. hopefully, there will be a class gathering on monday. goodnights! 1:23 AM so much changes over these few years. or should i say throughout the secondary school life instead? i think i changed so much that i, myself, just can't believe it. obviously, i matured. &yes, i look totally different from what i looked like back in sec 1. LOL. so much memories.. netball trainings with all my dearest team mates. npcc trainings&camps, i won't say i hate it totally because they do carry fond memories. &of course the two years plus rls i had. not all of the memories have been erased off from my memory. ah, not that easy to forget alright. i may say that i have put down everything but not all of it. uhm, but i'm sure i will find the right guy for me eventually. the best best time i spent in my secondary school life would be during sec three&four. with all the great&super GL classmates i had. i totally enjoy being one of them. i totally miss the PS game we played. it may be childish, but that's 4e4.
there's so many things that i can't bear to let go&move on to the next stage of my life. &even there's going to be only a few class gatherings/outings that we will have this year, i totally look forward seeing every single one of you. totally new environment when school opens. &from there i will make new friends but will never forget the bunch of 4e4 classmates. obviously, babies will keep in touch. whats more, jolene's birthday is around the corner&mine in less than a month! :D love all my friends!
shall head to bed now. goodnights. 11:37 PM i miss my class, 4e4. D: the last gathering was during the cny period at peiyu's house. &less than twenty people attended. definitely hope that there will be class outing/gathering soon.
i think i have lots of pictures to post? and i'm lazy to do so. hahha. okay, i will probably post them up by wed. :D my valentine's day was great. hahah. dinner with jean was great. &the movie, i swear its a damn nice movie. both of us teared like shit. LOL. damn touching canzxz! swensens after the movie. ah, damn nice. the bill was eighty bucks. hohoho, had chocolate fondue. nice! we almost crawled out the restaurant, way too full. anywayzxz, we both enjoyed the day out!
PICTURES WILL BE UP SOON! 10:59 PM i'm so tired. real tired. suffering from a headache now. yes, its totally common for me. D: didn't attend the dinner tonight. was a little upset but still alright. i think i should head the bed early tonight before i keep complaining how tired i am when i meet jean tml.
if forwarding msges could get you a lover in return, then what's L.O.V.E. for? 12:38 AM
The answer is... you are 20% fat!
A little skinny....you got a good score.
You could gain a little
Here is a diagnosis for anorexia:
Anorexia nervosa (also referred to simply as anorexia) is a condition characterized by significant weight loss due to an intentional attempt to restrict eating. While the word anorexia is Greek for "without hunger," it is a misnomer, for when you have anorexia you can actually be painfully hungry, despite your denial of food. You just won't admit the hunger. One percent of teenage girls in the US develop anorexia and 10% of them may die as a result. Anorexia is also known to affect males. For more information, see our page on Eating Concerns and Men. A formal diagnosis of anorexia is made when you:
* Are at least 15% below what would be considered a normal body weight (for your height and age)
* Are still dieting to lose more weight, and you are unwilling or unable to stop
* When, you, if you are a female, have stopped menstruating for three consecutive months
* When there is a distortion in how you perceive your shape and size
* You put an excessive investment of your self-esteem into your shape and size
* You have an intense fear of being "fat"
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SO TRUE! OMGZXZXZ. hahha. 12:58 AM Lots of Love to you all
I was walking around in a target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.
The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old..The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny,are you sure I don't have enough money?''The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly.The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.'His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''My heart nearly stopped.The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.''I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?'''OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!'''I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.'''My mommy loves white roses.'A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.Was this the family of the little boy?Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine.And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.
a little too wordy. but decided to post it anyway. actually.. i don't feel like posting. because i have pictures to blog. LOL. but i will blog them tml. :D or maybe next week? hahha. anyway, will be meeting up my girlfriends tml! yay, &i'm half done with the presents. will finish them up by tml afternoon(hopefully). there's D&D this coming thursday for crocodile. hope that i can join my colleagues. because it will be hell fun. :D then friday(valentine's day's eve), being single. me&jean dated each other out. LOL. will be watching bride wars&have dinner tgt. totally looking forward to it. :D will be spending my valentine's day at work. ARGH. but its alright with the fun colleagues. :D
12:42 AM so, we celebrated moon's birthday yst. hahha. hell fun. having kfc&birthday cake at the boutique were fabulous. especially with the great company. except that its way too hot&stuffy in there.
actually i have tons of photos to upload. omgzz. but i'm too lazy to do it. probably next up will be sentosa's photos. heh. sentosa with loves tml! i'm so dead beat. shall rest early. need t say byebye to my eye bags&dark circles lah. D: goodnights! 1:43 PM having a really hard time choosing which course should i enter. looked up for mr hafeez this morning along with jean. thanks baby. &yes, we talked a lot. after all, it's still up t me. yah, another course came up to my mind, chemical engineering. but guess i wouldn't appeal for this course. so, its either biotech or accounting now. biomed is out of my mind alrdy. both biotech&accounting are good. that's what mr hafeez said. &it's all up to you! damnz, this is so so bad. seriously, i think both courses can bring me far. but the problem is, how about the career opportunities? &what about the courses in uni? yes, i need t think far. like what mr hafeez said, work backward. &i wish to get a degree in forensic science which local unis do not offer. D:
i'm working tmllllllll. ended up, i only have today to rest, think&decide. thought of going out for a run. but i'm too lazyyyyyyyy. 11:55 PM manzzzzzzzzz, should i appeal for biomed or just stay in biotech? having a headache now D:
anywayzzzzzz, been too busy&too lazy to update my blog. hahah. thanks baby jean for the previous post. okay, actually i have nothing much to post about. LOL. but again, actually i do. PHOTOS. but with friends. so, i will post them after i got them all. :D goodnights world.
i gotta go my own way.
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