2:20 AM
this girl above is either too busy or tooo lazy to update her blog.
LAYHOE AH LAYHOE.
CAN YOU PLS UPDATE!? :X
see ya soon babe!
LOVE :D 8:17 PM on off today. but working at eleven tml morning. D: but daddy is driving me over to suntec city. haha. so, supper with colleagues was hell fun. laughed like hell. especially after me&theresa got drunk. :x haha. food was nice, people around were nice too. definitely enjoyed myself. then cabbed home with yongwen&koksoon after that. yongwen dropped off at simei. while i dropped off at sengkang. but i was supposed to be the last one to drop off. because i live at sengkang, koksoon lives at tampines. but was drunk, so koksoon sent me home first. &the cab fee was almost forty when i asked him the next day. &today went shopping with my sister, jolene, esther&bryan. i only get a bag which i payed for it using my own money. D: anyway, enjoyed myself. but i'm very tired now. going to bed early i guess. &my uniform came! like after two weeks. lmao. but damn short lah. alright, off to tv. byebye.
i don't wish to take the same path for twice. 3:55 PM will be out with colleagues tonight for supper at LBS. :O gonna reach home quite late i guess. manzzz, i think cabbing home is gonna cost me quite a lot. :( but i got my pay alrdy! its only 155.50. lol! thats because i only worked for four days last month. expecting for more next month. :D
because i didn't expect things to turn out to be in this way. i'm so sorry. but i definitely do not want to see this. its not worth it. 1:51 AM f*k, i'm turning away from everything. i'm tired of facing all these stuffs. what look?! I KNOW NOTHING. please kill me god. i would thank you for that.
because falling in love means losing another good friend. 11:10 PM :O definitely looked like a zombie last night when i trained home. we left at like 11.10pm. almost all of the shops were closed by the time we leave. reached home at around 12.05? omgzzz, super darkkkkk. then suddenly a lady walked past me, shes a human being. hahah. slept at almost three last night. was watching tv, &woke up at 12 this afternoon. which is the normal time i wake up for work lahhhh. cause had to go over to rp to get some stuffs. had mac for brunch. manz, i'm not getting any slimmer but fatter. D: need t jian fei alrdy. hahah. soooo, i think i look more like a human now? i hope my running nose won't come back tml morning. praying very harddddddd. shall rest early. goodnightss!
realised i had no one to talk to when i need one. but its ok, i'm sure i will find one soon even though its kinda hard. a true friend needed. but most importantly, i need to be back to my ownself. been thinking too much.
i don't think i deserve any. i'm not good enough. 11:54 PM busy like a beeeeeeee! only four person at work today. halek,moon,koksoon&me. and hell, so many stocks came in today. also, many customers came in&try the clothes on which is a lot. &they just leave without buying any. D: &so nice that i've got flu this afternoon. only had my dinner at nine plus. toooooooooo busy alrdy. mummy&daddy fetched me home yst&today. tml gotta train home. omg, can't imagine it. i will look like a zombie after work tml. hahaha. took lrt to work&saw many vistarians. &suddenly i realised i miss school so much. though i remembered that i assure myself i won't miss school at all. but afterall, i miss my class the most. missed how we pissed teachers. how we scare one another&cheryl always got scare. how we play hide&seek with a relief teacher. how we blast music on every wed morning&during recess. too much memories, it's been two years. i'm glad there's still little gatherings here&there. alright, needa sleep now. goodnights.
no idea how to differentiate right&wrong anymore. 11:48 PM first day of 2009!
i spent my first day of 2009 working. D: i started work at twelve today. was late for a few mins. damn tired canzzzzzz. meet up ian, sanchez, vernier&kiahaw for movie yst. watched australia&it lasted for like almost three hours! after that was dinner at Mad Jack. as usual, i had steak. but, the waiting time was damnnnnnnn hell long. D: hungry like mad. hahaha. wanted to go for pool but it was packeddddddddd. so, we headed to ian's house for countdown. meet up dexin at the traffic light. countdown was hell fun. more people came over later on. so, we had the six of us with hilarie, joy, limei, guan rui, zhengyi&weijian. as usual, INDIAN POKERS! was a little drunk after that. but still able to go home. hahaha. guanrui's dad came&fetch. lucky, saved a sum of money on cab. :X
&then today, woke up at ten fifteen. which i'm supposed to wake up at nine forty five. so, i rushed like a mad woman. D: hahah. actually i can reach on time, just that the train took super long to come lah. &ian(onion) came to my shop today! along with royston, zhengyi&i forgot who's the third guy. :X actually they came twice, the first time i was in the store packing up stuffs. so, didn't get to see them. lols. STOCKS COMING IN TOMORROW. GONNA WORK LIKE A COW TML. D: alright, time for bedddddddd. goodnights.
&thanks mummy. she's the one who's always there for me. love her the most.
in the end, home is where i feel love the most. but friends definitely played a big part in my life. especially secondary life. how we laughed, cried, hug together. thank you babies. also, not forgetting my very guanlan classmates. hahaha.
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