Holding On

12:47 AM

DEAD BEATTTTT. first day of work was great but busy. D: thanks jean&esther for trying to visit me even i started working. LOL. they reached there even before i reached. hahah, but thanks anyway darlings. :) have a bunch of real nice colleagues. hahha. first day of work&stocks came in just nice today. &at around eight? lol. been busy packing the stuffs. broke my nails again. D: damn pain canzxzxz. so, i decided to cut short my nails. in case, they break somehow again. have got a very humorous in-charge. thank god arh. LOL. i'm working again tml at two. will be working at the third shift for the next few days. &will be off on tues&wed. looking forward for it. LOL. this is bad? hahah, alright. shall rest early for the night.

different, different&different.

9:14 PM

merry christmasssssssssss! omgzzz, had so much fun last night. had gift exchange at my house. &before that i went for a job interview, &i got a job! like finally, will start working tml. :D all thanks to limei. LOL. rushed home&met up the others to get the food. blablabla. steamboat starts at seven plus. &mahjong,pokers after dinner. INDIAN POKER IS ALWAYS THE BEST. oh, &jingzhong damn sly arh. 'she bluff you de!!', trying to tell me that jolene is bluffing me. &yeah, i believed him. LOL. it was tap water this time round. i had almost four cups or five? damn disgusting manzz.

&then it was gift exchange at twelve. DAMN FUN&FUNNY. MANZ, I LAUGHED SO HARD. &i got an ear piece which is from guan rui. hahah. some left straight after the gift exchange while some stayed behind&continue mahjong. after mahjong, went down for movie at limei's house. but because we don't understand the show&its too boring. so, dexin,sanchez&me went up to my house. &they stayed over for the night. they left at around eleven plus this morning. &i continue sleeping till almost two. heh. still damn sleepy now. gonna rest early tonight. work starts at two tml. &its at suntec, so far manz. D: went over to bugis this afternoon to get my jeans for work. &dinner at compass. after dinner, get t-shirts&shoes for my work. &i broke my thumb's nail while trying the jeans this afternoon. super pain lehzz. D: alrightz, i'm gonna rest early tonight. GOODNIGHTS.

10:44 PM

i think i'm having a sore throat. :( &i'm having dark choco now. hahaha. i slept for the whole day today. i don't know why i feel so tired suddenly. something is very wrong with me. &i don't have a huge appetite now. which is a bad thing cause i can't enjoy the steamboat on wed. :O i haven't buy anything for the gift exchange yet! probably getting it tml. but, i 've no idea what to get. damnzzzzzz. &i think i don't have red tees!! okay, i'm so dead. i think i will post up some of the hongkong photos soon. :D

i've no idea how to clean up the mess. omgz.

11:46 PM

when you look me in the eyes-jonas brother.

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

Cause when you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes

11:20 PM

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. HONGKONG TRIP'S PHOTO ARE ONLY LEFT WITH A HUNDRED PLUS WHEN ITS SUPPOSED TO BE ALMOST FIVE HUNDRED PLUS. its either my comp have some fucking problem or i don't know. &i deleted all those photos. please kill meeeeeee. :( I'M FEELING SUPER UPSET ABOUT IT&DON'T FEEL LIKE POSTING IT NOW. but i wanted so much to post about it. a r g h.

&xmas is comingg. yes, time flies. but only when we are having holidays. anywayz, woke up at eleven plus this morning to meet up vernier&dx to collect the money. &went down for brunch at limei's house after that. went home&pig. hhaha. i'm losing my appetite once again. a good chance to slim down eh? since i feel fat now. maybe i should resume my jogging session again since i'm so jobless now&super free. meet up with sanchez barry at four plus five to collect his money. &then it was dinner with family. &I HAVE A SWOLLEN GUM. :( IT HURTS SO MUCH. mummy said i'm too heaty&i was too packed with activities recently to have a good rest. so, i'm suppose to drink a lot of herbal tea&plain water now. oh, also an ulcer on my tongue. :( thats part of the reason why i'm losing my appetite again. meet up with dx after his work at around ten plus. collected his money. had 汤圆 today. always my fav since young. actually had a bowl last night. hahaha. gift exchange is on the 24th, this wed at my house. with babies&all of us are to get a partner. of course i get sanchez barry, since he's my husband&i'm single. looking damn forward to it. &there's a steamboat! okay, time for bed. goodnights.

action speaks louder than word. can't see, can't feel anything.

9:11 PM

back from class chalet. there's so much i want to post about. hongkong trip, malacca trip&class chalet. overall, i enjoyed myself. especially the singing out loud part at the chalet&also at the mac. where the few of us who are drunk. hahaha. oh, &i fell off the seat at the mac because cheryl laughed too hard. lol. okay, maybe i update the details soon. super tired now, need to resttttt!

prove that you are worth it.

10:13 PM

leaving for malacca tml morning! super excited. going over to stay over at hilarie's house later. sorry for the delay of photos. because my eyes were glued to the tv. :x will post up every photos when i come back from malacca. :D miss me!

no idea what to do.

11:18 PM

I'M BACK FROM HONGKONG!, but jean is leaving for bangkok tml afternoon. have fun there my dear&come back safely. &then we can celebrate xmas together!

alrights, i have tons of photos(most of them are crap) to upload. so, i guess i will upload them tml&blog them. i love hongkong's weather. its damn cooling but sunny. the coldest day would be the third day when we were over at Macau. manz, i was freezing like mad. &started sneezing like mad after a short while. LOL. but i was fine after a while. :D okay, maybe i should blog the details with the photos tml. LOVE HONGKONG. &THE FOOD THERE ROCK LIKE MAD. but i'm sick of beef now. :X meet up babies today, MISSED THEM LIKE MAD. oh ya, i didn't buy back any egg tarts. :X only 老婆饼&some other foods like chocolates,biscuits&sweets. also some other stuffs. so, we went out for movies&had subway before that. woke up at twelve thirty, thinking that we are meeting at compass point. but actually meeting at amk hub. :X so, was a little late. hahaha. so, had subway. italian B.M.T. , with hearty italian. shared the meal with jeanjean. :D esther&hilarie came after that. after brunch, we went up to buy movie tickets. watched four christmases&i think its super nice. some parts were damn funny&some touching. had so much fun with babies. its always the best with them around but cheryl&joy didn't join us today. but soon!!

will be leaving for malacca this friday with cheryl,limei,hilarie&her parents. manzzzz, gonna shop like mad since i didn't buy much clothing at hongkong! gonna enjoy the trip wih darlings. :D

ohyes, not forgetting some of the guys from the class. bought some stuffs for you guys. &also a big packet of sweets to bring over during the chalet. i love my class!

10:37 PM

BTW, i'm going to buy lots of hongkong drama series back(if its possible). &i'm gonna miss every single one of you!! but, i will definitely miss him the most, MINGXUN. xoxo
GOODNIGHTS EVERYONE.

9:52 PM

got a shock when i saw my blog just now. but still, was super touched&surprised. thanks baby, love you to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx! alright, so will be leaving tml morning. flight's at ten, gotta reach airport at eight. so dad's friend will be coming over to fetch us to the airport at seven thirty. super early~ wellz, my flu suddenly come back. >.< used up almost three boxes of tissues for the previous one. but, i'm better now after i popped a pill&had a nap. so, after staying at home for five days, i went out yst. meet baby jean at 10 plus. had curry puff&a bottle of green tea for brunch. reached&filled up the form. was told that there's no more vacancies for the warehouse sales. most likely will be allocated to any departmental stores. :D dinner with bratz at clarity. had so much fun&laughters. my first time there. ordered steak, been a long time since i last had steakkkkkkkk. LOL. photos will be up after i return from hongkong. (:

okayy, i'm super duper excited about the trip to hongkong. gonna shop till i drop. :x ohyes, gonna eat a lot too. so, will be on diet after the trip. hahaha. &cousin's back from australia for her vacation. she bought a skirt(i wore out yst)&a shorts for my sister&me. also some snacks. time flies huh! ok, should get to bed early tonight. :D MISS ME!

8:45 PM

HI BABY!!!!!!!! :D

surprise leh?
hohohoh.
you'll be flying off tmr in the morning,
sorry but i won't be there to see you off :D

have fun at Hongkong ok!
please come back safely & soon.
so when you're back,
it'll be my turn to fly!

see ya babe!

bon voyage~~~~~

signing off,
JEAN LEE :D

9:08 PM

finished one korean drama series in four or three days. because i was down with flu, so i stayed at home&turned to a tv girl. :/ love the show, 'hello, 小姐!'. super funny&also quite sad for some parts. so, i will be meeting jean for an interview tml at Eunos. will be working for crocodile if i get the job, thanks cheryl darling. :D most probably will be able to get the job, LIKE FINALLY. THANK YOU GOD. watched the show on channel 8 at eight pm just now. damn, the show makes the viewer tear a lot? but i think its a meaningful show. &i'm thankful that i've good friends&also great family around me. omgzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz! will be leaving damn soon! didn't join friends for pool today cause i wasn't feeling that well, sorethroat now. >.< &i wouldn't be able to join them again on friday cause i will be at hongkong alrdy. will join them next week if there's any. :D alrightzzz, need to start packing alittle alrdy, since i will be out tml. byessssssssss!